Return of the FLUTTER

Let me tell you a story about a girl named 'Manda

She's waited 5 long years for to get a helping handa!

And then last week as she was driving down the road

She got that certain feeling that was her special code.

FLUTTER, that is!  Spontaneous, Thrilling!!

So, here's my update!  

Last Friday, day 17 of beginning Addyi again, my husband came home for lunch.  Not to HAVE me for lunch ( as I suggested 5 years ago when I was on the trial) but simply to eat.

As he sat at our kitchen table, I was busy working at our computer helping a child with a school project.

We chatted back and forth as I worked and he ate but I literally had no time to even stop and visit.

He left and I ventured to the school to drop the project off.  I know, I know...but I was only retyping what he did!! :-)

About halfway to school, I felt it!  That familiar flutter I had felt years ago when I first realized ADDYI was working!  Same time of day but totally spontaneous.  Somewhere among the hustle and bustle of computer work and my husband eating his sandwich, my mind began thinking without me even knowing it.  Not until he had been gone a few minutes did those receptors in my brain send the signal down south and voila!  A FLUTTER!!!

Quickly and without hesitation, I texted him the following..."Guess what????"

His response??? "I LOVE Butterflies!!  They F L U T T E R their wings!!"

3 days later, while driving to the doctor this morning, another one! 

I cannot begin to tell you how exhilarating it is to experience this return and needless to say, so is my hubby!!  

We cannot wait for the next few weeks to see how things progress but as we are heading into the holidays, this woman is going to twinkle like the lights on the tree without him having to "plug me in".  I have once again recaptured my own source of energy and desire!

Welcome back, desire!